Today was the day with full of clouds, dark outside, as the day advances the rain continues, the dark intensifies , I was feeling the fresh wet touch of the rainy air... what feelings more will absorb my mind? I certainly start to feel for someone. Loneliness started to make my heart heavy as the rain goes...

Rain , may be the most appropriate time for me to shed some tears of sorrows and get relieved a bit without making known anyone else. Whenever I feel the cool breeze of pre-rain period, my heart and soul leaps with an unknown sadness and also pleasure. Who knows, why my mind has this undenying same feeling...


I don't know why...but everytime it rains I like to go outside and watch the rain...I think on the past, the future, I even think about the present. And everytime I do, I wish to look away from the world to somewhere I can be free and be me, a hopeful and bright future...


I try not to look at it. But I can't help it. Rain helps me feel better somehow, even though it makes me sad...


But what little can I do? Just as rain falls life moves on. I can't fight it, I can't pause it. I have to move on. Even if I don't want to...

That's why Rain makes me sad. Because I don't want to move on...I fear the loneliness of loosing people I care about...I fear being alone...

Rain makes me remember the loneliness and pains of long ago...but in my heart... somewhere...I dream about the time when the rain ends... and I feel the warmth of light and sun on my face...

So then the rain can stop me from being sad...